headache still here. it’s pure torture at this point.

when you are in this amount of pain for this long, a new “you” begins to emerge.  you say things in the least amount of words possible to get your point across, you feel like your face has a permanent scowl, and you can’t remember what it’s like to be without this block of concrete throbbing in your head.

all I can do is lie down.  it’s been one day short of a week.  this is so unfair.

managed to get myself to acupuncture this morning, and she brought me relief for about an hour.  then i went to my pain doctor and it got way worse while i was there.  everything else is a blur.  everything else was really hard (cabs, being outside, interacting with society).

when will this stop.  and why is it happening!  i am desperate.  i’ve tried everything.