Wow. I forgot what this was like.

No headache.  It’s gone!  5 days of constant pain and I do not know how or why, but it is gone.  One thing I do know right now: That headache was a huge asshole.

I did not sleep last night.  I tried my luck at taking Excedrin tension headache (again). It didn’t work the last few days but last night I guess it did the trick.  The pain slowly subsided BUT there is a lot of caffeine in there.  I am not supposed to have any caffeine at all (because of my heart) so even a little bit affects me greatly.

The caffeine jitters combined with days and days of pain and general cabin fever had me questioning my sanity as I pace my apartment at 6 am…  Everything from the past week is a blur.  I kept asked myself and T if I was legit losing it.

I have more to write/ vent about (like how my doc FINALLY called me back today after three messages and an email) the headache but I can’t even find words right now.

All I want to do is to have one day where I am not uncomfortable. I would love to leave the house and interact with the world…