Trying to equalize after the headache of 2009. WOW.

I feel like I am in an altered state.  Everything is a blur, there is no time or days or dates.

I slept until 3pm today.  It was my body’s way of catching up (I didn’t get much sleep during the five days of pain). Everything is “off”.

The mystery headache remains so.  I just hope it stays away.  I went to acupuncture again today to make sure it does and then came straight home.  Went out later again for food in hopes of snapping out of the funk.

Going outside on the street was WEIRD.  When I spend a lot of time in the house feeling ill it’s always hard to leave.  It also happens after every single hospitilization. It’s like, I am traumatized and want to be alone. Away from everything.  You get this scared deer-in-headlights strangeness about you and you find excuses to stay inside.  At least the weather is changing.  It will force me out in the next few days.