My throat hasn’t been back to normal since that awful test last week.  I’m beginning to really get worried if there is something wrong.  They informed me that there is a problem if I see any blood in my mouth when I cough.  Haven’t seen any but sometimes I taste it.  Gross, I know.  I never know when to go in and check it out or just see how it goes?  I get especially paranoid when I feel so weak like I do today.  Ugh, I’m really stressed out.  Mostly because I do NOT trust 90% of doctors and who knows what could’ve happened while they jammed that tube down my throat?

PS  adding to my anger:  the doctor that runs the Evalve trial still HAS NOT called me with my results.  I hear through second and third hand accounts that I am not a candidate because my valves are “too messed up” and the clip would not help them.  How is that for professional?