This weekend I was searching for that extra “something”. It’s been a few weeks now of feeling unwell, overwhelmed & stressed out –things are just catching up with me. The FundRager is on the horizon, and while exciting, I’m not gonna lie, it scares me when I think about the reality; It bugs me out to think that I need funds to actually feel good, just to be “me”. The fact that money equates to the treatments I need to have quality of life –and a life at all? It is terrifying to me at times. So many things up in the air. I had to get my head straight. So I reached for my Healthy Hearts.
The Healthy Heart Project was such an important part of my healing. Actually, it still is. I have every single heart that was sent to me from all over the world. Over 500! During my funks and sad spells I spread them out all over the floor and lie on them. They are magic to me. I lie there and soak in the energy and love that each of you put into “Lauren’s Healthy Heart and Perfect Valves” and my heart is happy. I so enjoyed looking back at the love and I thought you might as well. Below are some links to a bunch of the beautiful vibrant Healthy Hearts sent to me from all over the world. I feel re-energized. I feel ready to fight and kick of this week’s ass feeling confident in my journey and in the FundRager. I believe that all I need will come to me and I believe in my journey.
(Healthy Hearts below the image).
An amazing website I found by artist, Laura Antonelli featuring my healthy hearts!
One of my absolute favorites. Healthy Hearts sent by my cousin’s second grade class:
A POP Heart: http://savelaurensheart.com/2010/07/26/pop-heart/
Love from the mailbox: http://savelaurensheart.com/2010/08/04/more-love-from-the-mailbox/
Healthy Heart from Japan!: http://savelaurensheart.com/2010/08/05/a-healthy-heart-from-japan/
Permanently Healthy Heart: http://savelaurensheart.com/2010/09/08/permanently-healthy-heart/